Beatmap Listing » Ceui - Hana ni Natta Shounen no Shinwa

It's kinda ironic. The song talks about a boy that met a goddess and thus end up becoming a flower.
It was around August, 2016 for me. I had just moved to my new house and still didn't have internet. However I could still play osu! but I was a really bad mapper back then. I then found this song somehow and downloaded it on my phone and then pluged it into my PC. Yeah, the song was incredibly long but it felt really emotional and the amount of free time I had made me realise I could finish this quickly.
This song marked "my blooming" as a mapper hence my attachment.
With this remap I hope to make you feel similar to how I felt back then. I consider my old map as my personal masterpiece so this map wont surpass it.
Back to 2016 I had nothing. I knew no one and no one knew me. When I mapped Calendula everything started blooming up. It was the trigger, the motivation. If I hadn't mapped this song back then in 2016 I'm sure I wouldn't be the same person I am nowadays. I wouldn't have met all of those people, I wouldn't have had the resolution to go and find discord servers and actually meet people, because that map was the first one that I thought "man this looks nice"
I'll still leave my old diff so you guys understand what I'm talking about.
Thanks for enjoying this little piece I'm bringing on
and thanks miaofuu for bringing this piece to me.

This is a tale of very long ago
The story of a far away country
Beneath the dazzling sky I of the sun (sun god) met you (the boy)
The two of us were happy...

"If only I could see you once more...
If only I could hear your voice once more...
Where should I go
having lost only you?"

While coveting the vivid and gentle light
fate crumbled away into a cruel paradise

Those who love one another call forth the jealousy of those around them
The cloud goddess did not permit their relationship

"SAY! SAY! I love you SAY! SAY!
Look at me SAY! SAY! Bow to me
SAY! SAY! I, of course SAY! SAY! am more beautiful than anyone...

The goddess' fingernail marks
madly violated the body she had stolen, a comedic mirage
The boy continued to wait for him unchangingly
without knowing that his beloved one had been captured...

"Welcome, I have been awaiting you This is the aphrodisiac forest
Come, forget everything and enjoy yourself here

Good night, oh pathetic sun god
Good night until the goddess returns"

The sun god awoke inside the gloomy forest
The wind sprites whispered
"Bad news, the goddess has gone to where the boy is"

The roaring thunder are my arrows of passion
I am Muse (the cloud goddess)
With these hands I will erase that which will not be mine...

"I won't forgive you! I won't forgive you! How dare it not be me!
If this heart is a hindrance to me, then all the more you should..."

It was then that the poisoned arrow pierced him
The boy closed his beautiful eyes
and fell into a slumber wordlessly,
unable to convey his love to the sun god...

Inside myself I recall our dazzling first meeting
You freely circled the sky, shining with out end

"What a dazzling person...
What a dazzling person..."
Even though I want to get to know you better,
I'm no good when it comes down to it

"Tomorrow for sure
I'll try to talk to that person more"
It was the boy's desire
as he spread his infinite wings

"SAY! SAY! I love you SAY! SAY!
Look at me SAY! SAY! Bow to me
SAY! SAY! I, of course SAY! SAY!
am more beautiful than anyone..."

The sun god who had rushed to the boy, stood eyes widened in shock
Even if he wishes it were a dream, the image is tragic
He put his cheek to the boy who will not awaken and kissed him
The goddess disappeared,
caring not for his overflowing tears
Ah

LANLALALALAN LALALALAN LALAN...
Soon from the gap between the clouds
LANLALALALAN LALALALAN LALAN...
golden light will shine...

"Smile... smile...
show that smile to me
once more
Bring back
the mere season
that we spent together

It's not as if we met so as to know sorrow
At the very least I will change you
into a smiling flower, bathing in the light"

This is a tale of very long ago
The story of a far away country

"Calendula
I will continue
Calendula
to shine down on you
Calendula
As long as you bloom
Calendula
I will

Calendula
I will be
Calendula
your sun
Calendula
Calendula
Calendula
forever..."

In the Victorian Flower Oracle, Calendula represents sympathy. It's depicted with the Scabious and a weeping willow, marking the death of a sweet soul. When the Wheel of Life turns, we often need support - people who understand that even with faith sadness lingers. Here the Marigold offers the light of hope for those left behind - there is no end, just a new season for the soul.