Beatmap Listing » nano - Nevereverland

- kelathis (played the map when it was OG DONE B) )
- the multitude of people i harassed on twitch for a testplay i forgot who u were but thank u
- sonnyc for dat bubble B)) (x2)
- mordred also for dat bubble B))

so like def kinda cheesy and cringe but anyways, STORYYIME: i heard this song when i was in middle school (6th grade)(2014) or whatver when i was going thru my anime-im-gonna-learn-japanese phase but like also simultaneously my EmO pHaSe and while i was browsing some sao amvs bc i was a sad bitch back then, i came across nevereverland like the music vid and i watch and listened to it and idk why or someting but like it kinda hit different and it made me feel some typa way, and despite not knowing the lyrics (and still not knowing this lyrics tbh) i rlly loved the song and it's one of my favorites of all time, idk why but it meant (and still means) a lot to me. fastforward to 8th grade (2016) i dl-ed this osu game or some shit, and i played it for a bit and found out about mapping. found out i sucked, watch a few pishi vids, and got my grasp on mapping and i was like " o_o what should i map " and like instantly this song came to mind. but i first looked up the song and the most recent map was outdated (aka old aka 2013) and i was like ":o someone has to map it in a mOdErN wAy" so i tried and it sucked lol. so i continued mapping other things and tried again in like 2017 and it sucked. and then again in 2018 w a collab method, but i was too inexperienced i didnt know how to map or talk to anyone online (still dont tbh) but i really wanted to map this song that i had loved for the past 4 years of my life but fastforward to 2019, and this one summer night i drank like a whole thing of mountain dew and like god or some shit sent down all the power i needed and i mapped relentless all in one night... o_o but like 2019 i finally was able to put all my effort and love for a song into one map that i lowkey worked like super hard for which is quite embarrassing considering this is a silly anime circle clicking game, but i was proud this is my favorite map i've created thus far (may 18 2020, 2:47am) bc to me i mapped it the way i wish it wouldve been mapped when i was a noob; i raised my own standards creating this map. and like ik it's like cringe but this does fr mean a lot to me. i mapped the rendition of what i thought this map should be, i made my own fave map, and it kinda went full circle ig. hope u guys like it too

tl:dr- boohoo i like song for 6 years and i wanted to map it when noob, but noob dont know how to map, so noob get good, and map song that is (in noob's eye) the best and pulled an allnighter doing so. and noob also hopes u enjoy