Beatmap Listing » t+pazolite feat. Nanahira - Niesonae

Thanks Community Mentorship Program who matched me with my first ever mentor _Yiiiii. I can learn more about mapping now and ranked my first map.
No way, I'm actually ranking this
Thanks Protastic101 for offset recheck and new BG.
Thanks icouldentthink for tags correction.

Thanks for modding
JustAnYDudEykNw
eZmmR
M4xWasHere
netzoid
[TCD] tihung
iiJohn0
-[ Peachy ]-
SReisen

12/11/2023: Started mapping this for some random inspiration.
14/11/2023: Uploaded the map, just took me 2 days but with boring patterns.
25-29/11/2023: Applied mods from _Yiiiii and JustAnYDudEykNw.
3/12/2023: Applied eZmmR's mods.
6/12/2023: Applied M4xWasHere's mods.
7/12/2023: Changed offset and applied netzoid's mods.
9/12/2023: Applied [TCD] tihung' mods.
16/12/2023: Added tags suggested by iiJohn0.
20/12/2023: Applied -[ Peachy ]-'s mods.
28/12/2023: Submitted the map to Furrrswan's BN queue. Then got accepted and checked.
01/01/2024: Got accepted by Carpihat as my 2nd BN. The best New Year wish I received >.<
I found 2 BNs within a week. How is this possible?
03/01/2024: Applied SReisen's mods
04/01/2024: Furryswan's check completed, I got my 1st nominate ever.
Also got checked from Carpihat.
05/01/2024: Carpihat's check completed.
06/01/2024: Qualified
07/01/2024: Disqualified to improve some patterns and apply new BG
08/01/2024: Applied self-mods and new better BG suggested by Protastic101.
11-12/01/2024: Applied Furryswan's extra checks.
13/01/2024: Re-qualified
14/01/2024: Fast Disqualified for a tag correction.
19/01/2024: RANKED.

I really love Nanahira. Like, a lot. Like, a whole lot. You have no idea. I love her so much that it is inexplicable, and I'm ninety-nine percent sure that I have an unhealthy obsession. I will never get tired of listening that sweet, angelic voice of hers. It is my life goal to meet up her with her in real life and just say hello to her.

I fall asleep at night dreaming of her holding a personal concert for me, and then she would be sorry tired that she comes and cuddles up to me while we sleep together. If I could just hold her hand for a brief moment, I could die happy. If given the opportunity, I would lightly nibble on her ear just to hear what kind of sweet moans she would let out. Then, I would hug her while she clings to my body hoping that I would stop, but I only continue as she moans louder and louder.

I would give up almost anything just for her to look in my general direction. No matter what I do, I am constantly thinking of her. When I wake up, she is the first thing on my mind. When I go to school, I can only focus on her. When I go come home, I go on the computer so that I can listen to her beautiful voice. When I go to sleep, I dream of her and I living a happy life together. She is my pride, passion, and joy. If she were to call me "Onii-chan," I would probably get diabetes from her sweetness and die.

I wish for nothing but her happiness. If it were for her, I would give my life without any second thoughts. Without her, my life would serve no purpose. I really love Nanahira.

I'm not that addicted to Nanahira, but it's funny so why not?