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retired from serious play, don't open the game anymore, only check website chat
i don't want people on my friends list who i can't talk to, sorry

if you're coming here please read this
i have horrible depression and it comes from feeling alone and unwanted my entire life. i can barely consider anyone in my friends lists to be actual friends because almost everyone i have added just makes me feel unwanted and i end up always being alone during times when i need someone to talk to.

i've probably been a horrible person to you but there is nothing i can do to change the way i act since the same things will always happen and nobody will ever support me or even attempt to be here for me when i need it. all i have done for my entire life is disappoint people. except for the people below, i do not hate a single person who i've deleted, i just delete because not a single person can help me and everyone always treats me the same way and makes me feel like there's no reason for me to even exist.

the shit list: (these are the people i will never forgive for any reason)

Mi****o
Hi****_***w
ic******_**n
Br*******3
0u*****t
Am*****_***e
My mom

note that most of these aren't even osu usernames and some aren't even people from this community
i'm also not adding any more people to this list so don't try to get on it

if you're not on this list then this means that you can try to talk to me again but it still probably won't work out

honestly anyone who still plays this game anymore needs to find better shit to do with their life
there's a damn good reason everyone i have a problem with lately still plays this shit game actively
interacting with this shit community just makes you a worse person


standard:
peak rank - 19k (oct 2016)
osu vintage tourney (2016) - 2nd place
2007/2008 ranked map challenge (semi-active, barely playing)

taiko:
peak rank - 140 (sep 2017)
taiko world cup 2017 - top 6
taiko ranked map challenge (stopped in 2018, will not return)
check my pinned to see all of my cheated bugged scores (game sucks)

allmode:
3000 SS - 03/24/2020
4000 SS - 10/05/2022




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