Beatmap Listing » MyGO!!!!! - Mayoiuta

这张图也许很不好。

这首歌唱出了我的真实的处境与想法。
我知道，这世上有无数更优秀的歌曲，但此时此刻，确确实实的，是它把这些让我产生了这些最真实的共鸣。
这就是音乐。
作为一个mapper，我能做的，就是把此时此刻的，我的处境、想法、挣扎、迷茫这些情绪，刻在这张图里。
对于眼光挑剔的player们和mapper们，对不起了。
请原谅我的私心。

This map may not be good.

This song expresses my true situation and thoughts.
I know there are countless better songs in the world, but right now, it is this one that truly resonates with me.
That's what music is.
As a mapper, all I can do is engrave my current situation, thoughts, struggles, and confusion into this map.
To the discerning players and mappers, I apologize.
Please forgive my selfishness.

I stand alone, lost in the busy crowd
At the center of a crossroads, drifting aimlessly

No one ever writes songs about people like me
Please, don't mock me from your point of view

Another day of biting my tongue, holding back my emotions
Completing a draft yet unfinished
Ah, that's how I spend the countless nights, time and time again

It's for my own sake, and that's all, and that's all there ever was
Searching for a way out, my words poured out and well over
I hope they reach you, and mend the scars left on your soul
Even as I am, I am alive, and I scream out
The cry of a wandering star

People only ever care about what your future holds
The present-day me who stands before them may as well be nothing

Cast aside, ignored because I can't force myself to shine bright
So just stop telling me how promising my tomorrow could be

Dim hints of stardust flicker, forsaken in the night sky
Faltering, hesitating, losing sight of their path
Ah, the one lost and wandering... is me

I'll try to be me, and that's all, and that's all I can do now
I can't try to be like someone else, that'll never work out at all
Why should I consign these painful days to just being dreary?
Even though I stumble, I'll struggle on, the best I can
The cry of a wandering star

It's for my own sake, and that's all, and that's all there ever was
My tears fall, but they gave rise to lyrics in the end
I know you're the same way, you feel the same pain cutting through your chest
Though you tremble, I am with you, and I sing out
The song of the wandering stars

交差点の真ん中　急ぐ人に紛れて
僕だけがあてもなく 漂うみたいだ

流行りの歌はいつも 僕のことは歌ってない
ねえビジョンの中から 笑いかけないで

また今日も声にならずに 飲み込んだ感情
下書き埋め尽くして
ああ そうやって何千回夜を越える

僕のため それだけ それだけだったんだよ
出口探し 溢(こぼ)れただけの言葉
君の心へ届いて 隙間をちょっと埋めるなら
こんな僕でも ここにいる 叫ぶよ
迷い星のうた

問われることは何故か 将来のことばかり
目の前にいる僕の 今はおざなりで

華やぎに馴染めない この心を無視して
輝かしい明日を 推奨しないでくれ

夜空にチカチカ光る 頼りない星屑
躊躇(ためら)いながらはぐれて
ああ 彷徨っているそれが僕

僕になる それしか それしかできないだろう
誰の真似も 上手くやれないんだ
こんな痛い日々をなんで 退屈だって片付ける？
よろめきながらでも もがいているんだよ
迷い星のうた

僕のため それだけ それだけだったんだよ
涙流し やっと生まれた言葉
どこかで同じように ヒリヒリする胸抱えて
震える君に 僕もいる 叫ぶよ
迷い星のうた