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Artist:

Meg & Dia

Circle Size:

Approach Rate:

Title:

Monster (DotEXE Remix)

HP Drain:

Star Difficulty:

(4.47)

Creator:

nold_1702

Accuracy:

Length:

2:03 (2:03 drain)

Source:

Genre:

Electronic (English)

BPM:

140

Tags:

ncl newibornclivee nold chewin kloyd iamkwan zillah irreversible _gezo_ mingmichael ursa ami kyshiro happy623 dinka0403 dubstep

User Rating:

1,154

9,481

Success Rate:
Points of Failure:
(graph is accumulative, based on % at fail/retry)

20.0% (7523 of 37613 plays)

Submitted:
Ranked:

Mar 16, 2014
Jul 24, 2014

Rating Spread:

Favourited 6469 times in total

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Story About This Song

The song is based off of a short story that was written by Meg and Dia, but also based on the book East of Eden by John Steinbeck.
[MONSTER]
The couch. Always behind the couch. Under the table. The closet under the stairs. Three places to run. Three places to hide. Every time their voices would rise I would run to the closest sanctuary and thank God I was small enough to fit. Those voices that ran across each corner of the room seemed to reverberate off my very skin. Dad. He told me to call him Sir. Never Dad. Mom. She told me to call her Hannah. She was so pretty when she slept. She was so pretty when she was happy. Now, her body of twenty years was old. Tired from no sleep, breaking from fingertips pressed into her sides, and boiling with too hard of liquor for her fragile, porcelain outline.

After every uproar, every tear by her, and every empty bottle by him they would come looking. Her, happy to see him turn his malice towards me. Him, happy to turn his malice away from himself. I was the six year old pathetic coward.

Sir, I would say.

My eyes would wander to Hannah with frightened curiosity.

What had I done?

I called him sir. I called her Hannah.

They called me Henry at school.

They called me Henry at church.

They called me Monster at home.

After black, they would confine me to my room. A tiny room with one window, where their words said minutes earlier would form long sentences and wrap around in a circle above my head like those music boxes loving mothers would clip to the sides of their infants cribs. I hated my room. I hated the dark. They knew it, too, and took pleasure in locking me in. Locking me in where they could get me.

Dear Reader: Please note, if you ever were a six year old child, remember what it was like to lay in bed and imagine that loud heartbeat pulsing thick from underneath your mattress. Remember that hand that hovered over your face once you closed your eyes. Remember that loud breathing that resided around your open window. The creatures. That white little girl that crawled towards you in the night, hair hanging around the neck, fingers outstretched. To a child it is horrid. To an adult, it is a memory that most barely ever remember.

Twenty years later.

I didn't understand love. I didn't understand human connection. I only understood the weather: constantly changing. I understood change. I didn't understand safety, or any emotion, be it love, or hate, that could be unconditional.

I was at my second year of college. I was striving to be a writer. I didn't trust the crowds. I would go to my apartment, sit at my small desk I had gotten at a garage sale, and stay there for hours with my books, my papers, and a bottle of brandy. Then the day would end, and I'd get ready for the next.

I slept with the lights on.

Always.

I didn't want many things, but every once in a while, I hate to admit, I would want to feel that popular emotion I had read about in so many books: love. I was scared to administer it myself. I was scared to feel for another person.

So things happened.

On the walk to my apartment I saw a girl in a red sweater. I pardoned her and asked her if she knew where Rebecca street was. She looked at me in a funny way, paused, and turned her back to me. My hands ran to her shoulders, my lips to her neck. Hard fingers, hard hands. Her soft hair, thin ankles.

I ran off, leaving the crème skinned girl crying at her violette bruises left in patches under her sweater and skirt.

I had been born of glass but now I only felt apathy. No regrets, but still, that hard human pain that is there when you know you have done a terrible trespass.

I went back to my apartment. I turned all the lights on and opened the window. The night was calm and beautiful. The wind brought in glow flies by the dozen. They did not bother me like they did to most locals here. They brought light and company and I loved them with all my heart. I broke the lamps and poured the liquid into the bath tub. Small shards of porcelain glass managed to mix in with the water as well, that was now pouring from the faucet. I added the remaining kerosene I kept under my sink and by my desk which I had used as a denaturant for my alcohol.

Maybe it would have the same effect on me.

---Meg & Dia

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MP3 BY INickel
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vysha is in the lead! (2022-04-15 04:28:52 UTC)
Score	819,466 (100.00%)
Max Combo	648
300 / 100 / 50	648 / 0 / 0
Misses	0
Geki (Elite Beat!)	1
Katu (Beat!)	0
Mods	HR,DT

Top 50 Scoreboard

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#1	819,466	100.00%	vysha	648	648 / 0 / 0	1	0	HR,DT
#2	816,738	99.69%	janitore	648	644 / 4 / 0	9	0	HD,NC
#3	816,242	99.61%	4_4	648	643 / 5 / 0	3	0	HD,NC
#4	815,031	99.31%	Peaceful	648	639 / 9 / 0	9	0	HD,DT
#5	812,894	99.23%	Felt7z	648	638 / 10 / 0	13	0	HD,DT
#6	812,646	99.23%	Chromoxx	648	638 / 10 / 0	5	0	HD,NC
#7	810,837	99.07%	Runa	648	636 / 12 / 0	1	0	HR,NC
#8	810,592	98.69%	_Doodle_	648	631 / 17 / 0	10	0	HD,DT
#9	810,234	98.84%	pe-pe-	648	633 / 15 / 0	0	0	HD,NC
#10	810,042	98.92%	vrnl	648	634 / 14 / 0	6	0	HD,DT
#11	809,229	98.84%	myucchii	648	633 / 15 / 0	2	0	HD,DT
#12	808,058	98.69%	Chiswell	648	631 / 17 / 0	0	0	HR,DT
#13	805,573	98.23%	[Bau]	648	625 / 23 / 0	13	0	HD,DT
#14	805,509	98.30%	pagr42	648	626 / 22 / 0	4	0	HD,NC
#15	800,370	97.84%	kurage1735	648	620 / 28 / 0	2	0	HD,DT
#16	793,737	96.84%	Nutellitah	648	607 / 41 / 0	1	0	HD,DT
#17	790,888	96.22%	lubask	648	599 / 49 / 0	8	0	HD,DT
#18	789,278	96.68%	XK2238	648	605 / 43 / 0	15	0	HR,NC
#19	787,121	100.00%	uone	648	648 / 0 / 0	1	0	DT
#20	786,126	96.06%	Ikkun	648	597 / 51 / 0	0	0	HD,DT
#21	784,151	99.61%	stu00608	648	643 / 5 / 0	1	0	DT,SD
#22	783,731	99.54%	CreepyDuck	648	642 / 6 / 0	1	0	DT
#23	782,801	99.46%	Tenchaa	648	641 / 7 / 0	2	0	DT
#24	782,702	95.83%	Catgirl	648	594 / 54 / 0	3	1	HD,NC
#25	782,246	99.38%	petterde	648	640 / 8 / 0	2	0	NC
#26	781,991	99.38%	aabc271	648	640 / 8 / 0	15	0	NC
#27	781,421	99.31%	JarHed	648	639 / 9 / 0	9	0	NC
#28	780,011	99.15%	JDrago14	648	637 / 11 / 0	7	0	DT
#29	779,546	99.00%	Acrith	648	635 / 13 / 0	14	0	DT
#30	779,366	99.00%	TS_LewisLuo	648	635 / 13 / 0	10	0	DT
#31	779,201	99.07%	Kinshiki	648	636 / 12 / 0	15	0	NC
#32	777,251	98.84%	moe moe moe	648	633 / 15 / 0	8	0	NC
#33	776,921	98.61%	Remi_hs	648	630 / 18 / 0	2	0	NC
#34	776,651	98.69%	jmeh07	648	631 / 17 / 0	15	0	NC
#35	776,613	99.00%	vodnanen	648	635 / 13 / 0	1	0	DT
#36	775,166	98.38%	Fantazy	648	627 / 21 / 0	12	0	NC
#37	774,821	98.53%	Waribashi	648	629 / 19 / 0	3	0	NC
#38	774,798	98.46%	KamizonoShinobu	648	628 / 20 / 0	5	0	DT
#39	774,551	98.38%	Marksmania	648	627 / 21 / 0	7	0	DT
#40	774,521	98.53%	syunsyun	648	629 / 19 / 0	3	0	DT
#41	774,326	98.46%	raider132	648	628 / 20 / 0	1	0	DT
#42	774,146	98.23%	Prymal	648	625 / 23 / 0	9	0	NC
#43	773,561	98.23%	Sparxe	648	625 / 23 / 0	9	0	DT
#44	773,231	98.15%	Fudgy	648	624 / 24 / 0	0	0	DT
#45	773,201	98.30%	thomas1195	648	626 / 22 / 0	15	0	DT
#46	773,201	98.30%	marui	648	626 / 22 / 0	6	0	DT
#47	772,581	98.30%	Alepat	648	626 / 22 / 0	1	0	NC
#48	772,351	98.30%	iceOC	648	626 / 22 / 0	5	0	NC
#49	772,001	98.15%	Xay	648	624 / 24 / 0	0	0	DT
#50	771,761	98.23%	monkeydluffy3u4	648	625 / 23 / 0	0	0	DT

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